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I never called it wrong to water it
I called out to the infinite font
The way the breeze hits
The first warm day of the year
Slow, slow
Slow
Trouble not yourself over the cause of my shiver and spit
It troubles you
Didn’t water it enough
I couldn’t even tell what it was
Or if I even wanted water in the first place
My thirst is infinite
Something inside and ceaselessly dry
You watered it too much
A natural consequence
There are always consequences

I’m stepping on the virus I watered too much
I’m not saying I shouldn’t have watered it
Given how this breeze hits
On the first warm day of the year
And it all filters back into place
(A little faster now)
(A little faster)
Does it still trouble you?
Is it multiplying in and dividing you?
Water gives it a place to breathe
Did I mention wanting water at all?
Yes infinite font, infinite thirst
Ceaseless and dry
But you watered it too much
There are always consequences

Thinking slips I spill it onto the time
Birds keep talking in bird talk
How many forms of life before I give out?
Trace the vasculature of our discontents—how long?
Try not to stand them in for something else
Technology spells death in technicolor

I’m losing my grip and unable to refer
Not even sure of what I would do with referring
Throwing words at the screen
Abating at the abattoir
The end of all conceits
I guess

Writing poetry as a means of avoiding the ground
Good luck grounding poetry in the air
Free floating mechanics loose of any contact
Churning through the bloodways
How to jump and touch sky
Way the hunger creeps in
Cutting loose or tying into the universal network of aches, pains, and sunny afternoons with nothing to do

Replacing weed with alcohol: downgrade
Replacing alcohol with religion: category mistake
Replacing the great chasm of loneliness with “somebody please hold me:” equilibrium out loud

My lithium level taken by a waving needle
Vasculature and discontents I wasn’t kidding
Enough stability to make you cut your dreams off
Together on the ground again
Leaving ground brings you down harder than would’ve been

What now? Give up on an airborne existence?
Make a decent living and then what?
Which version of this is it?
I can barely decide what to have for dinner and I am throwing word salad at the only life I will ever have
Wave the needle and ride the anguish over air?
Still wind with bloodflow and concrete?

I guess

Words lodge in the corners of my skull
Cool evening asks if we’re there yet
I’m tilling my dreams again
Fallow for so long
Something provisional seeps in the groundwater
Night air toward quiet
Ambiguity in the realness of when
Night earns a lifetime appointment
Droning on forever in as many years

Yet the day is but a single eye and
I dreamed I was rolling one off into the sunset
Never to be seen again
You old cowboy,
Tumbleweed doesn’t smoke to keep you warm
And warmth lingering smokes you
As the tumbleweed rolls over your night
I forget to drink water these days
Desert forgets what forest remembers
Only one meets the night with silence
The other sings over eternal harmony
When will you realize?

You are watched all over by the stars
On this clear and sleepless night

You are watched all over by the stars
On this clear and sleepless night

Coming soon

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